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Sent to a friend[550] I like you but at the same time I'm afraid of you.
How I wish you could look at me like the way you look at her. Things can be difficult, but do you know how I wish to say I like you? The words "I like you" keep repeating in my mind. I do really like you, but somehow at the same time I'm afraid of you. Your answer can remind me of my dreadful pass. I won't force you to answer anything, but deep down I know your answer. You'll choose her instead of me. I can only be your cupid, alongside you, helping you step by step. It's doesn't matter how I feel, there are no need to think for me and I just want to say that I like you. You don't have to give me your answer, because I know. However, I need something strong to let go of you. I just need you to say, "I can't be yours.." Then, I will stop hurting and slowly let go of you. Hope we can still be friends.Worst thing worst, I know I didn't even think when I say this to you and to tell you the cruel coolhearted truth...
I lied... I said that I have confess to another guy, I lied. You know why? It's to make you jealous but I really feel like an idiot. He don't even exist!! I know you won't notice it. The times I spend time with you keep thinking about her makes me hurts even more. I want you to hear what I say, I want to be more than friends but I don't have any hopes because I know deep down it's impossible. It's hard to let go of you, I know but I cant live in a lie anymore. It's takes times to confess and diffcult to have my guts to tell you these. I wanna let go of you but I wanna stay beside you. You can hate as hard as you can but please allow me to like you. Feel like an idiot when I'm around you. I know you going to think me differently after reading this, but I just want to you to know that I wan't to escape these terrible feelings inside of me. I seriously don't know what to think anymore. Everyone have their own worries too.. You have your, I have mine. I'm afraid of you now.
I don't know what to think right now. I seriously dont know what to think. Things are getting more difficult because of you. Do you know how I feel? I feel so wrong regret that I like you in the 1st place. I don't know how I should feel right now but I really want you to know that I don't want to be hurt anymore. I do like you, but I'm afraid of you. The words, " I'm done " is my worst nightmare. It means that I can't seek for any relationships anymore. I cant even be in any form of any kind or relationship. I can always be single. You are the last person that I'm going to say i like you, I'm tired of waiting. I know, it's not the end of the world for not having a relationship, but I waited too darn long. I don't want to have that kind of loneliness anymore. I know I'm not the only one. Watching movies alone, shops alone, drink alone and even can't think about someone that's is your other half. I like you, but I don't know why I keep saying this to you. I hope you read the e-mail that I had sent to you. I want you to read it, it's my deep thought expressing it to you. I just want you to know that I really want to tell you that I know you can't be mine. it's impossible. I'm thinking too much of you, therefore I have to let go of you. it's my flault in the first place, I'm sorry I lied. I support, just tell your crush that you like her. I will be at the other side, I won't so anything to stop you. I wan you to be happy.
Thank you for being my friend.
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